Day 10

Woke up after only three or four hours sleep feeling crazy. Like my mind was going fast. Is this what you call having a racing mind? I always assumed that was faster than what I experienced. Eventually got back to sleep. Then this evening started feeling depressed. Have felt that way ever since. Smoked some tea, that seemed to take the edge off. The depression is a familiar enough feeling that I really don't mind it, but I've never had my thoughts race before I started the prozac. I still don't think it's the right word. It's like my brain is flipping through topics very quickly. I always associated racing minds with adrenaline responses or with negative/dangerous thoughts, but these were so banal that I can't even remember them. Boring topics really. Time to take a handful of pills and go off to sleep.