Yet more dizziness, headaches and nausea. All I want to do is lie down, but life must go on. I've been popping fiorinal to lessen this, but even though they aren't terribly strong, I'm worried about developing a codeine/butalbital addiction in place of this goddamn addiction that I'm trying to kick. What is even more frustrating is that I went to a family lunch today and the meal time conversation was drug addiction and how to clean up the streets. As I'm fighting the nausea, my uncle is stating that no matter what your addiction, you can kick it after 4 days of withdrawal. Bullshit! I'm on something given to me by my doctors and after almost 2 weeks on the withdrawal program I keep wondering if I went to the hospital and asked nicely, if they would put me in a barbiturate coma for a month or so.
Even though I feel lousy, I'm going to drop down another 75 mg tonight. I want this over as quickly as possible. At least with the prozac I haven't had to deal with the shocks. It's early, but I think it's time to go smoke up then get to sleep.
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